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Nov 3, 2005

Kana.

Before I start this blog entry, I have to say, Kana is the shiznitz. I love her music. She's ALMOST as good as Rurutia. =O; I LOVE KANA! DOWNLOAD HER MUSIC NOW!

Also, go here: http://crucifymylove.blogdrive.com/

And here: http://killedbydrapery.blogdrive.com/

First link is Krizia's blog, and second is Christina's blog. Read it, dammit. You come here to read about my life. You go there, to read about their life. I am part of their life so go read. =O; Whee..

Anywho, I have the most awesome news ever. My ticket to England rests in Krizia's hands. Or more like her mom. Her mom is going to England for like a business school trip and is considering bringing me and Krizia along. OMFG. I am too happy to speak. Okay, so I can speak, but it's just a saying. I'm darn right happy. Allleeeeexxxx. Here I come. >.>; Yeah. Okay. ._.; o-o; *Twirls*

A student got stabbed today at my school. More on that when I feel better to write. o_o; I'm a bit lazy and tired at the moment. Ooo. Something Krizia said that was sort of amusing.

there once was a naked man named willy. this is willys face =D. one day willy went to a male strip bar to boogy down. while willy was dancing, he met a guy named frankie =). willy asked frankie if he wanyed to go out with him. frankie said sure baby, on one condition. you let me lick ur willy wanka candy bar

The things Krizia says...>.>: *Scolds her* Alex. I am calling you this weekend, if you're availible. o.o; I misseth you. Love you, okay? u_u; *Hugs and kisses* <3; o-o;

Quiz stolen from Krizia's blog.

ABOUT YOU

Your full name:: ...>.>;
Height:: 148 cm, I think. o_o; Either 148, 149, or 147. Yeah, I'm short. >.>; Shut up, Krizia. Just cause you're a giant, don't make fun offa me. =O;
Hair color:: Black, the red at the tips of my hair is fading. I think I'll dye it blue next. oo;
Eye color:: Dark brown.
Number of siblings:: One older brother.
Glasses/contacts?:: Yes. Only for far-sighted, though.
Piercings:: One piercing in each ear.
Tattoos:: No. Don't want any, unlike, Krizia. Like I said to you on the phone, Kri. You're not getting any!
Braces?:: No. I want them, though. o.o;

FAVORiTE

Color:: Blue and purple.
Band:: Linkin Park.
TV show:: =O; Friday's YTV shows, in order from the time it shows. Inuyasha, Naruto (sort of sucks in English, but ah, well), Gundam Seed, and .hack//sign.
Movie:: ...Tim Burton's Nightmare Before Christmas and The Corspe's Bride. <3;

Food:: Taco bell! o.o;
Flower:: White roses.
Animal:: Dogs.
Comic book:: Archie Comic Books. I have over 200. xD;

Website: Ty Kamara and ff.net.

DO YOU

Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: I hardly watch T.V. So no.
Like to sing?:: =3; A lot.
Have a job?:: ...I'm getting a summer job. n.n;
Have a cell phone?:: Yes. A red one. n_n;
Like to play sports?:: ...*Not sports oriented* But I have to say, I luuurrrrvve tennis and badminton.
Have more than 5 TV’s in your house?:: No...only three.

Have any special talents/skills?:: Yes, I suppose. Oo;
Exercise daily?:: I run everyday? o_o;
Like school?:: A bit. Haha, Kri. =3;

CAN YOU

Sing the alphabet backwards?:: No.
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?::Yes.
Speak any other languages?:: Yes.
Go a day without food?:: o-o; No.
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: No. I almost did but I slept for half an hour between the more than 24 hours. x3;

HAVE YOU EVER

Snuck out of the house?:: Yes.
Cried to get out of trouble?:: Yes.
Gotten lost in your city?:: Yes.
Seen a shooting star?:: No. ;;

Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: Yes.
Solved a rubiks cube?:: Yes.
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: Yes.
Cried over a girl?:: Yes.
Cried over a boy?:: Yes.
Kissed a random stranger?:: Erm...no. >__>;
Hugged a random stranger?:: No.
Been in a fist fight?:: Yes. o.o;

Been arrested:: No.
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: No.
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?::Yes. Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: No.
Swore at your parents?:: ;__; Yes. *Kicks self* Bad. >.>;
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: Haha. Yes.

Been in love?:: One word. Alex.

Been close to love?:: Did I just not say I've been in love? <.<;
Been to a casino?:: No.
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: The poor ants. o__O;
Had a water balloon fight in winter?:: No.
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: No.
Made homemade muffins?:: No,
Bitten someone?:: Yeah. Duh. x3;

Been to Disneyland Disneyworld?:: No. TT;
More than 5 times?:: I said no, yo. ._.;
Been to Niagara falls?:: Many many times.
Burped in someone’s face?:: No. o_o;
Gotten the chicken pox?:: Yes.

WHENS THE LAST TiME YOU

Brushed your teeth:: This morning.
Went to the bathroom:: An hour ago?
Saw a movie in theaters:: 2 weeks ago.
Read a book:: 'Animal Farm' by George Orwell. OMFG. You have to read it. It seems like a kiddy-ish book, but it has a lot of meaning. Read it for English class. =3;

Had a snow day:: Yes. Last January.
Had a party:: Last Birthday. o.o;
Had a slumber party:: Again. Last Birthday.
Tripped in front of someone:: This morning.
Went to the grocery store:: 3 days ago.
Got sick:: A week ago. At Muskoka.
Cursed:: Just a minute ago? o-o; Because I said what Krizia wrote out loud. ._.; UGH! SLAP ME, KRI! NO MORE CURSING! I'm such a hypocrite. I hate people that curse and I curse. *Slaps self* o_O; Erm...k.

PiCK ONE

Fruit/vegetables:: Fruit.
Black/white:: Black.
Lights on/lights off:: On.
TV/movie:: Movie.

Car/truck:: Car.
Cash/check:: Cash.
Pillows/blankets:: Blanket.
Headache/stomach ache:: Like, neither, yo! So amused by Krizia's answer. Had to copy it.
Paint/charcoal:: Paint.
Chinese food/Mexican food:: Chinese.
Summer/winter:: Winter.
Snow/rain:: Snow.
Fog/misty:: Misty.
Rock/rap:: Rock.
Chocolate/vanilla:: Vanilla.
Sprinkles/icing:: Sprinkles.
Cake/pie:: Cake.

French toast/French fries:: French fries.
Strawberries/blueberries:: Strawberries. Alex smells like them. <3;
Ocean/swimming pool:: Ocean.
Hugs/kisses:: Kisses.
Cookies/muffins:: Cookies.
Wallet/pocket:: Pocket.
Window/door:: Window.

Emo/goth:: Emo.
Pink/purple:: Purple.
Cat/dog:: Dog.
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: Long Sleeve.
Pants/shorts:: JEANS! O-o;
Winter break/spring break:: Winter break.
Spring/autumn:: Autumn.
Clouds/clear sky:: Clear sky.
Moon/mars:: Moon.

FRiENDSHiP

How many friends do you have?:: o.o; I don't know.
What are their names?:: O_o; I don't want to name them all. ;;
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: I had a crush on Nico in grade five. o-o;
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: Girl friends. I only have like 4 guy friends offline.
Have you ever lost a friend?:: Yes.
you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend? Yes.
an inside joke between you and a friend?:: Flobber Gobber.
Have you ever gotten in a big argument with a friend? Yes.
What’s the nicest thing you’ve ever done for a friend?:: Like Krizia said, we've both been good cookies.
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: Yes.
What friend have you known the longest?:: Gisele and Melissa. Since I was in grade one.
Do you regret anything you’ve done to a friend?:: Yes.
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: Quite often.
Do any of your friends drive?:: No.
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: No.
What’s the dumbest thing you’ve done with a friend?:: O_o; OMG. Too many to name. Ugh. The stupid things I do with Krizia.
What do you think your friends think of you?:: Celia tells me I'm creepy, weird, too considerate that it's scary, and that I'm lovable. Christina thinks I'm...mental? Krizia thinks I'm funny and pwn all. Nicole thinks I'm kind and awesome. There. o.o; Oooooh, yes, Yuffie thinks I'm queenish and adorable. Alex thinks I'm cool. o_o; I don't know anything else. Or I forgot. @@;

LOVE && ALL THAT CRAP

Have you ever been in love?:: >.>; Three words. Alex. Shut up. o-o;
If you have, with who?:: ALEX! O_o;
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: Yes.
What is your idea of the best date?:: A moonlight walk. o.o;
What was your first kiss like?:: Never had one.

Have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: Yes.
Have you ever been dumped?:: No.
Have you ever dumped someone? Yes.
What’s the most sexual thing you’ve done with the opposite sex?:: Bite them. Huzzah. o-o;

WORD ASSOCiATION

Slippers:: Comfortable.

Hat:: Funny.
Hard:: Rock.
Free:: Air.
Space:: Stars,
Taste:: Sweet.
Good charlotte:: Rocks.

Deep:: Ocean.
Heart:: Love.
Cheese:: Yummy.
Rain:: Calm.
Work:: Tiring.
Pedal:: Bikes.
Head:: Squishy.
Bed:: Sleep.
Fluff:: Bunny.
Hardcore:: So not chop suey.
Race:: Heart beating.
Knife:: Kill.

Jump:: Bouncy,

I...

am:: Xylia? o-o;
want:: Alex. o.o;
need:: Alex. O-o;
crave:: Well, chese. oo;
love:: Alex.
hate:: A lot of things.
did:: My homework. O-o; Most of it, anyway.
feel:: Normal.
miss:: Alex.

am annoyed by:: Krizia.
would rather:: (OMG! KRIZIA STOLE MY F-ING SAYING! I SAID IT FIRST, SO SCREW HER!) Love and lost instead of never loving at all.
am tired of:: Homework.
will always:: Be a fellow homeskillet. x3;

What is your favorite genre of music?:: Rock and j-pop.
What time is it now?:: 8:29 pm.
What day is it?:: November 3rd, 2005
When’s the last time you called someone?:: I am talking on the phone with Kri right now. o.o;
How much money do you have right now?:: $25.
Are you hungry?:: No.
Whatcha doin? Doing this survey.
Do you like parades?:: Yes.
Do you like the moon?::Yes.
What are you going to do when you’re done with this?:: Look for brushes. Yes, I'm the brush whore.
Isn’t cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: Not really...
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: To be able to fly.
Have you ever had a picnic?:: Yes.
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: No.

DO YOU THiNK YOU ARE

funny? :: Sometimes.
pretty?:: Not really. I guess sometimes? o-o;

sarcastic?:: Not really.
hyper?:: ...Yes. o-o;
friendly?:: Yes.
evil?:: Haha, Christina. Yes.
smart?:: Sometimes.
strong?:: No..
dorky?:: Yes. <3;

FOR OR AGAiNST

suicide:: Definetly against.
love:: For.
drunk drivers:: Against.
airplanes:: For.
war:: Against.
Canada:: For, eh? xD;
United States:: For. Even though some Americans mock Canadians.
rock music:: For.
gay marriage:: For, even though like Krizia says, our bible says we should be against.
school:: For.
parents:: For.
Britney spears:: Total against.

WOULD YOU EVER

Sky dive?:: Yes.
Play strip poker?:: No.
Run away?:: No.
Curse at a teacher?:: Yes.
Not take a shower for a week?:: No.
Ask someone out?:: Yes.
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: No. (No, Krizia? Yeah, right.)
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: Yes.
Go scuba diving?:: Yes

Yeah. Hokay. I'll say about my day/days tommorow. Dx;

Ps. I pwn Christina.
Pss. TODAY WAS CELIA'S BIRTHDAY! And can you believe it? David did not give her a gift. He is such a bastard. And he was acting like a complete jerk to her today. Ugh.

Psss. I love Alex. o_____O;

Note: Added on Nov. 4 during Technology: I saw people play Gunz. I am surprised. Just am. Mmkay. That's all. Oo;

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Oct 29, 2005

Sleep Deprived. Heh. Christina. x3;

Note: Be warned. You're going to hear a lot of the words, 'then' and 'after.' Probably at the start of every paragraph. Along with many other words that are going to be repeated oftenly. I need sleep. On the other hand, I would still repeat these words even if I had enough sleep. oO;

OMG. I came back from Muskoka Woods two hours ago. (This was written yesterday. >.>;) I thought it would be the worst trip ever but I had the best time ever. We got there on Wednesday around 1 pm. When we first got there, we were all introduced to the staff and sorts. Then we did weird stuff. The first thing we did was learn the Muskoka Woods cheer. I didn't participate. I just sat and watched. After we did the mingle dance then we did this game thinger. When someone says come up if your birthday is in November, for example, you had to go up with all the other people whose birthdays are from November and do a group hug. I didn't go up for anything. When they said come up if you're wearing jeans, I didn't go, even though jeans are like the only things I love wearing. Then they said come up if you have hair on your head. Heh. x3; I didn't go. Whee. And when Christina came back, she said, "Ha, ha. You're bald." o-o;

Afterwards, we were sorted into our groups. I was in Jelli Woods. Erm...Jelli Woods? Out of like 20 Woods, I got Jelli. ._.; OMG. I told myself that I would hate this trip because no one I knew was in my group. Cept for Nico from my techonology class, but he's all weird now. Oh. And the guy that threw that damn leaf at me was in my group too. His name is Conrad. >.>; When we were walking to our first activity, I walked reeeeeaaaalllly slowly so I could walk in the back of everyone. Our first activity was inline skating from 2 pm to 3 pm. Considering I never went rollerblading and that there was no one I knew to help me, I was upset. But when I was putting on my skates, this girl named Christine asked if she could skate with me. I was totally happy. n.n; (Btw: Christine turned out to be one of my closest friends in Don Bosco at the end.) Rollerblading didn't turn out to be hard at all. It helps a lot if you know how to skate. We only got to rollerblade for like 10 minutes, though, because my group had such a struggle trying to find the rink.

Then we had rock climbing/wall climbing from 3 pm to 4 pm. Those plastic rock thingies. I was really scared at first. I did not want to go because of my fear of heights. The wall I went on was not flat, which made it difficult. When I first started, I thought that if I let go, I would fall. But then I accidently slipped on a rock, fell, and hung in mid-air. I was more confident after that. When I was near the top, I asked the lady to put me down but she said I was so near so there was no point in stopping. So I went and reached the top. Go me. o_o;

Then we had to play basketball from 4 pm to 5 pm. Basketball isn't really my kind of sport so me and Christine went to take a walk and stumbled on another group going on the giant swing. The giant swing is tre freakeh. It's so funny watching people panic and scream since I know I would panic much more than them. o_o; I mean, they lift you up waaaaay high, then suddenly drop you, and then you just swing to the bottom. o-o; But then my group had to go so me and Christine didn't get to watch anymore. ;;

So we had free time until 5:30 pm, the time when we would have dinner until 6:30 pm. After dinner, we had a fashion show. Not a fashion-fashion show. Like...a creepy halloween fashion show. Each group got their own materials and had to put them on one group member and the best costume wins. Our materials were toilet paper, orange and black streamers, some fake teeth and I think that's it. @@; Crystal Woods won. It was a guy that was acting like a complete girl. Blowing kisses and doing twirls. Jelli Woods won second, though. <3;

Then we had free time, which meant picture taking. At least until 8:30 pm when we would have a bonfire. The bonfire was fun. Cept people were crowding so much that I could not get any marshmallows. ;; I took a walk with Tamika, or however you spell her name, instead. It was fun. Creepy, but fun. We were walking through all these trees and it reminded me of the Freddy vs. Jason movie. >.>; Gawd. It was freaky.

Then it was time to head for our cabins. Before I left for my cabin, I called my mom. After I hung up, some guy asked me if I was Vietnamese. I said yes. I suppose he understood what I said to my mom. After I said yes, I walked away. Christina said that was very anti-social-like of me. She says I'm anti-social. o-o;

Then we got to our cabins. Obviously, no one was going to listen to the 10:15 pm curfew rule. Me, Christina, Celia, and Michelle were telling scary stories on the top bunk on one of the spare beds. Afterwards, Christina was the only brave one to climb down and attempt to sleep. Me, Celia, and Michelle slept on that bed. All three of us. It was not because I had to curl my legs to try to sleep that kept me from getting some shut eye, it was my other cabin members...other girls from my old school. Gino beats at 1 am. I was like, "OMFGWTFSTFU!" I climbed down from the bed at 1:30 am and told Christina, "I swear I'll shoot them if they don't shut up. I wish I brought a gun. I could so shoot them. And they wouldn't blame me because I'm asian!" I was half asleep at the time, so I was weird. ._.; Christina then told me that my eyes were glowing. o.o; She says when I feel evil, I have that weird look in my eyes. O-o; Cool. So Celia finally got fed up and called them bitches. Then it was silence and I heard one of them say, "Which one of you called us bitches?" They kept asking and asking until my group leader yelled, "Holy crap! It was me. Now everyone shut up!" But they wouldn't stop so Celia shouted, "I did, okay? And I'll call everyone a bitch and myself a bitch if I don't get any sleep!" I forgot if they quieted down after that but they sure derserved to be called bitches for keeping others awake. Cheh. When I woke up, I was dead tired.

It's so damn cold in the morning at Muskoka. One step outside and under one minute, my teeth start chattering. But it's really pretty. I took a picture of the sun rising. Lovely. <3; First activity we did from 9 am to 10 am was the giant swing. I didn't get to go on it. >.>; Then from 10 am to 11 am we did this maze thing game and an electric pulse game. In the electric pulse game, I had to hold Conrad's hand for half an hour. He was like to me, "Your hand is small." And, "Your hand is warm." It was very awkward. ;

Then we played tennis from 11 am to 12 pm. How I sucked so much that day, I'll never know. I could not hit the ball at all. I missed the ball, this one time, and Nico hit it back and it bounced off my arm. Hard. And he started to laugh. Laugh. Laugh. Laugh. Laugh. LAUGH! My arm hurted, dammit! Screw him. >.>; Then half hour break and lunchsterz. I, personally, think the food is pretty good, despite what others say. o-o

Then we did high rope climbing from 1 pm to 3 pm. High rope climbing. When I heard we were doing that, I thought we were going to be climbing ropes or something. We didn't. There was two things we had to climb. We had to spend an hour on each. One was a line of Xes, that were about what...60 feet? And each X was separated a far distance from each other. You had to be in a group of four and each person had to co-operate to get their members to each X. For example, a tall person could hoist themself up to the X easily, but if they had a short person in their team, they would have to hoist that person up before them. You couldn't proceed to the the next X until all your team-mates did. It was quite scary being on an X so high with three other people. o-o; The other climbing thing was that you had to climb a thin metal pole with three other people and get on top of this tiny square with them. Then you had to hold their hands and lean back. Leaning back was scary. >>; People who weren't climbing, held the ropes to your harnesses. o-o; Or something like that. Nico held my rope. It was weird to know that my life was in his hands. Frankly, I didn't really trust anyone but went anyway. o_o;

After that, we did this weird time capsule from 3 pm to 4 pm. They gave us these questions we had to answer. Like, who is your favourite teacher and your favourite subject? Who are your best friends? It's like to see how you were when you were in grade nine. And when I graduate in grade twelve, they'll give those questions back to me to see how I changed. After the questions we each got a piece of paper stuck to our back. We had to go around and write positive things about each other on each other's backs. I was like, "WTF?! I don't know anyone here." So I just wrote funny, for people who made me laugh, and nice for people who were friendly to me. o-o; For Christine, I wrote, "Funny/Amusing/Funny/Totally Awesome/Nuff said." I didn't realize I wrote funny twice until she told me. xD; The whole time I was trying to avoid Nico, and while I was writing on someone's back, he just came and was like, "Can I write on your back, Xylia?" I blinked and let him and wrote 'Nice' on his. =P; I looked at his marker, since we all got different colours, to see what he wrote on my back when I would take the paper off. After more writing, I took the paper off. Conrad told me he wrote, 'Small' on mine. O-o; Christine wrote, "Really funny and the greatest friend." Nico wrote, "Cute and cool." Cute? Ew. Cool? Double ew. I am not cool. o-o; I am anything BUT cool. I don't know who else wrote the things on my back but the other things I remembered were, "Shy, innocent, and wild." "Quiet." "Cute." "Extremely pretty." "Co-operates well." And that's all I can recall. Dx; After that back writing thing, we made friendship bracelets. Each of us got one colour bead, and had to go around exchanging beads with others. I got dark red. =3; I remember this perky girl Paula, got a bright pink. It suited her. I'm wearing the bracelet right now. =3; It represents each and every one of my group members. Light green was Christine, dark blue was Conrad, and the glow in the dark was Nico. I can't remember any others much. @@;

Yeah, so then we had dinner at 5:30 pm, as usual, and did something I can't remember. =O; But at 8:00 pm we had the dance. I didn't go, of course. I went to watch a movie, instead. It was either the dance or the movie. We watched, 'The Island." It was an okay movie. Bit confusing. Me, Christina, and Michelle left the movie at 9:30 pm because it was snack-time. The dinner hall place wasn't open, yet, so we went to check out the dance. When I got separated from Christina and Michelle, under five minutes, some guy asked me to dance. I said no and tried to find them again. It was pretty funny. I was practically the only person wearing a thick jacket, sweater, and a t-shirt. Everyone else was wearing tank tops and skirts. o-o; I found Michelle dancing with Christine and Christina with Amanda. Suddenly Julian popped up and shined a flashlight in our eyes. I swear. Christina and Julian make the perfect couple. She is going to shoot me. But yes, so I said Julian looked looked lonely and I told him to dance with Christina. He just said, "Why don't you dnace with me?" and pulled me. I told him I don't dance and backed off. =O; Then I saw David singing like he was drunk. It was a weird sight, believe me.

After the dance, snack-time, and back to cabins. When walking back, I noticed the stars were absolutely gorgeous. Wonderbar. Me, Celia, and Christina spent our night taking pictures of each other in the cabin washrooms. xD; We tried sleeping early, that night, but my other cabin members decided to pull an all-nighter. Me and Christina managed to get a picture of Celia sleeping. And the other night me and Celia managed to egt a picture of Christina sleeping. Unfortunately for them, and fortunately for me, they did not get a picture of me when I was sleeping. They were asleep when I was. So that morning when I woke up, I was again, dead.

After breakfast, we had archery from 9 am to 10 am! Whee. Yes, it was freezing cold, but somehow I managed to shoot pretty well. I love archery. Such fun. My first time trying it too. n.n; Then from 10 am to 11 am, we had beach volleyball. I played for a little while until my fingers could not take it anymore so someone substituted for me.

Then from 11 am to 12 pm, we had broom hockey. The broom hockey court was right near the tennis court, where Celia and Christina's croup were playing, so me and Christine decided to play Tennis doubles with them. How I became pretty good compared to yesterday is unknown. When I serve, I jump, so the ball goes too high for Celia and Christine to get. O-o; During the tennis game, Christina reminded me of soup for some odd reason. And she still does. I noticed Nico going up to one of his friends and asking what they were playing. Heeellllloooo. They have tennis rackets and tennis balls. What ARE they playing? All-in-all, it was an awesome game.

Then it was lunch and they gave away awards and stuff and it was time to head on the bus for the way home. Truthfully, I didn't want to to leave the place. I wanted to stay longer. ;; I had an awesome time and I will not forget it. =O; I miss it there. Such fun. But right now my arms are aching. o-o; If I stayed there any longer, I might just faint. o_o; Ah, well. I hope we have another trip like this. An overnight trip, at least. Although I missed Alex muchos, I had my teddy Alex to comfort me. n.n; I got to talk to him yesterday, so I'm happy. I missed Krizia and Nicole too. ;_;

So that concludes my long entry. It wasn't that long. oo; But yes. Oh. I forgot to mention. Raccoons come out randomly in the middle of the night. x3; Peace. Oh, and Christina? The moonlight is gorgeous. Completely GORGEOUS. I miss it already. Bye. xD;

Ps. Imma show ze picceh of Christina sleeping here. o-o;

Posted at 11:12 am by Unmei_Tenshi
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Oct 25, 2005

Terranova.

Technology class is so boring. It's also freezing in here. Cold. Cold. Cold. >.>; ...Alex is on. o.o; *Pokes his name* >.>; <.<; Ugh. Bored ... the only thing keeping me alive is the fact that lunch is in 20 minutes. o_o; Erm ... okay. Geoff just randomly w00ted me. OMG. Save me. ._.; I wish I can talk to Yuffie. o-o; Or Nessi. Now Mayfred just asked me to help her on this question thingy. o_o; In ten minutes, if I'm still positively bored, I'm going to poke Alex. @__@; Gawd dammit. I'm so not looking forward to Muskoka Woods tommorow. Having a partner arranged to sit with you for three hours sucks. >.>; Whatever.

EDIT: No, no, no, no, no. Christina might not even be in the same cabin as me. .___.; Celia told me the weirdest thing about all the grade nine guys. Or what she thinks, anyway. I'm disgusted. Really, really, disgusted. Krizia laughed about it, though. Heck, she laughs at everything. >.>; Don't you hate it that when you're in high school, people label you? It's really pathetic. I remember what I said to Celia the first week of school. Don't label me. I'm not soup! o_o; I heard it somewhere. @@;

I'll probably edit later ... maybe when I don't have these many thoughts swirling in my head.

.____.;

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Oct 24, 2005

Snippet.

Currently in Tech class. =O; Current time is 10:35 am. Positively bored. Not really supposed to be here. >.>; Wishing I lived in England for many reasons. First of all, I'd have that awesome accent. Second of all, I'd live closer to Alex. Third of all, I wouldn't be in school right now. o_o;

OMFG. Must study for Religion test during lunch. Do not go on computer tonight until all English test material is memorized. Noted. ><;

...Just read Christina's newest blog entry. I do NOT scream in the hallways, Christina. Not everyday, anyway. >____>;

Just a snippet. o.o;

Die, Christina. <3;

~Xylia~ u_u; *Twirl-dance*

Bet no one noticed the little scroll thing to the profile. O_o;

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Oct 23, 2005

When The Night Feels My Song.

Weird, but I love this song. <3; Hey, beautiful day. Whee. Anywho, I took Yuffie's words to heart and did something on Friday. x3;

David: *Is leaning over to kiss me*
Me: Back off, man! I'm married!"
David: ...To who?
Me: Alex, of course.
David: Ew. He's on the internet.
Me: He's a real person and much cuter than you'll ever be.
David: *Totally got the wrong idea* Do you think I'm cute?
Me: No.
David: ...Gee, thanks.
Me: Your welcome. n.n;
Some guy: Your name's Mary?

o__O;

Yuffie's comment on this: PWNED! Dx;

From here on, it'll just be random stuff I feel like writing.

o_o; Blah. OMG. Alex just signed on. What time is it where he lives ... 11:56 pm. o-o; Right. *Is not allowed on past 10 pm* >>; OMG. He responded. *Loves* Total frisson. That weird feeling, I totally blame it on frisson. Now I don't know what to say. >.>; Yeah, so anywho, Krizia's so-called boyfriend, Marcus, said something extremely weird to her yesterday. He said that maybe her, me, and him can have a three-some. Erm...wtf? Krizia derserves so much better. I mean, she waits for him all the time. She's even sick now because she hasn't been getting enough sleep from waiting up for him all the time. --;

You never know how bad your eyes are until you get glasses. Everytime we have to copy notes, I blame the teacher's writing. But when I put on my glasses, it's like, KAZAM! It feels like the notes are right in front of me. I keep putting them on, then take them off. It's a whole new world. @@;

O_____o; Krizia's little sister just asked me if I spoke Italian or Spanish. Alrightie. o-o;

K. I completely forgot what else I want to write. ._.; Will edit post and write more later. Dx;

Edit: I'm completely in a mondo hyperventilating mood at the mo. Kri and Zanisha know why. Zanisha compared my problem to a dog watching another dog getting a cookie and getting jealous even though that dog got a cookie that was way bigger than dog 2's cookie but completely forgot about it. o-o; Confusing. Anywho, I'm really upset in myself too. I'm doubting everything just because I found one little thing. Okay, maybe two little things. Maybe three or four. ._.; O. M. G. I just wish...wish...that I wasn't like this. >__>; Mel managed to cheer me up. =O; And I bet anything Christina will so cheer me up tommorow. She sure did on MSN. 'Don't worry. Be happy.' =3; K. I'm better. ._.; The problem is that I get too worried/paranoid. I remember telling Yuffs I had a high level of paranoia. I'm not going to forget what made me so upset, but I'll try not to let it bother me so much...because it is pathetic and stupid to let it make me upset, now that I think about it. It'll get better. Nothing bad will happen. I'll just tell myself that.

On to more positive thoughts. This summer, I might be meeting Airo and Mel. It'll be the best time ever. n_n; Me and Mel are planning to eat chicken burgers and pocky. Me and Airo are planning to do lots of things. She's afraid of dogs so maybe I should keep my dog somewhere else if she comes over. If she can, that is. ><; Mel would probably be allowed to come over. o.o; Not sure. Airo sure would be interesting to meet. We get along so well. I just can't wait. xD; Summer...so far. >.>;

Muskoka Woods. I have to pack. .___.; This Wednesday...but I'll be busy on Monday and Tuesday studying for tests. @@; Blah. I'll be sleeping in the woods and waking up early. Then there's going to be lots of athletic activities. Ugh. Other than that, it'll be fun. Staying up late with friends. x3; I'm going to make Christina and Celia stay awake with me. ;_; Celia agreed to have a pillow fight. n.n; Then there's the dance. O__o; Erm...ew. *Doesn't like dances* ;_; I must be one of the only people in my school to hate them. Even Celia's considering going. =O; If I'm forced to go, so be it. If not, I'll lie in my cabin with a good book.

I know I totally flunked Friday's math test. I hate that table of values stuff and the slopes. >.>; Then I have that Religion test tommorow which I probably will flunk too. O____o; But I know I'll ace the English test on Tuesday because I'm practically one of the only people to pay attention in class. Other than David, when he's not attempting to make conversation with me. >.>;

I must be reeeeaaaaallllyy clumsy. I crashed into a wall on Friday. <.<;

Can't really think of anything more to write. So bye. <3; *Is in a much better mood than I was when I started this edit* n_n;

<3;

Ps. Note to self: NEVER forget what made me upset. ._.; I want to remember it. And NEVER let anything happen between that.
Pss. Oh. o.o; And I love you, Alex. o_o;

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Oct 15, 2005

Wiggle jiggle, yellow middle.

I heart the egg song. <3; Celia says it's mental but I love it. It's just so...cute. O__o; I ate eggs this morning cause of it. u_u; And then the other song Nessi sent me was addicting too. I promised her I'll sing it with her today. O_o; I haven't talked to her on micro for a while. xD; Then we'll verse each other on checkers. We have yet to finish a game yet. =O; We will today. Hopefully.

Hmm. I talked to David on MSN, yesterday. He's as weird online as offline. He kept asking me questions about death. Like...are you afraid of dying? Do you think of suicide? What would you say if I died? Blah, blah, blah. Then he called me Kathy. .__.; I told him to stop, but then he said he pronounces Kathy my first name. He said Xylia exists no more. I told him to shut his piehole and then he asked me for my phone number. O_o; So I said I had to go and signed off.

Christina just came. o.o; She's here playing with my dog. O_o; Krizia has yet to come. o-o;

Yesterday, at the bus stop, I actually saw David and Celia kiss...or more like eating each other's faces. >____>; Then David stopped and he's like, "Don't kiss in front of her." He was talking about me. >.>; Then he tried kissing me like ten more times. In front of Celia. Omg. Celia was like, "Stop it! She doesn't like it!" And then he's like, "It doesn't mean anything." Then he held Celia by the waist with one hand and me in the other. He even has the nerve to pull Christina too. He wouldn't let go of me. I finally pushed his hand off and sulked off.

Will edit and write more later. >.>;

Editing part thingie: This is written on Sunday. O-o; But yes. Fun day with Krizia and Christina. Really fun. Random too. @_@; My parents probably want to shoot me, though. I stayed on the computer for too long yesterday. o-o; Well half the time was spent making videos. >.>; O___o; I just watched all the videos over like...eight times each. @@; They're...interesting. But I have to say, how my voice sounds like, is not how it sounds like to me. >__<; And we were a bit high at the time...you can tell.

Edit: Took out videos. o-o; Hahaha. Heehee. >.>;

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Oct 14, 2005

O.M.F.G. I love Alex. >__>;

Edit: OMG. If you're Krizia, DON'T READ THIS!!! STAY AWAY!!!!!!!

Also...omg...please. Please. Please. Please. Gawd. Keep David away from me. Omg. Please. I'm not saying here why because...well...I just can't.

And...David's email is let_it_dive@hotmail.com ... If you decide to add him for whatever reason, don't tell him I gave you his email. I'm just putting it here for Krizia's satisfaction. Gawd. I hate you, David.

Normal Entry: o.o;

I got to talk to Alex today and...I don't know... *Shrugs* Talking to him just makes me love him more and more. o__o; We have a football game today. That means I get to go on the computer, while others go and watch the game. x3; The librarian just got rid of everyone but me and Celia. O_o; Because we had a note. Pwn all religion teacher. Said we had some studying to do. Hah. Studying. Right. Hmm...school ends in half an hour. That means me, Christina and Celia are going to get doughnuts. Boston cream, here I come.

OMG. Do you know what? David tried to kiss me. David. As in David going out with Celia. I told Celia so now she's mad at him and he's mad at me for telling her. o-o; I mean...wtf? That is weeeeiiiirrrrrrrrdddddd. >________________________>; I really don't understand any of this. -__-; I just...really hate him. Gawd. I really want to kill so many people. <____________<; Blah.

Tommorow. Fun. Shopping. Goofing around. And of course, Alex. WHEEEEEEEEEEEE! =O; I'm so happy. Cept for the David thing. But let's kick him out of the picture.

Take your kids to work day. I'm either going with Christina's dad to this computer software company or with Krizia's mom to a school. Happening November second. o.o;

I have no more things to write. Cept that I hate technology. Currently, we have to make logos. @____@; I want to learn more advanced stuff. ><; Oh, btw, in English, David tried to kiss me again. I forgot about that. He's not important. I wanna stab him. Wanna stab him bad. I'm going to make an Anti-David club. Celia's going to skin me alive but blah. =3;

I hate photoshop. For now, anyway. I lurve Paint Shop Pro. ;_; I miss it... anywho, I shold end it here. Or else it'll all be mindless babbling from here on.

Byesterz.

Ps. Erm...hi, Alex. o-o; I love you so much. u____________________________u;
Pss. I love you, Christina. Don't be mad at me. ;___;
Psss. Krizia suxorz.
Pssss. Boston cream is my homie.
Psssss. HOMG. Michelle just came to me like one minute ago and gave 'The Ring' manga. n__n; I will read it during ze weekend. W00t!!!

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Oct 13, 2005

Johnny, The Homicidal Maniac.

Wheeeee! I got Johnny, the homicidal maniac number three and four. x3; Lent to me by David. o.o; Christina makes me sound like a psychopath. Yelling at random leaves falling on me. *Sneezes on her* >.>: It was probably a stick or an acorn and it did not fall on me. It was thrown at me. I wanna know the link to Christina's blog! =O; GIMMMMMMMMEEEE! Erm...please? >.>; <.<; I finally found the llama song.

http://albinoblacksheep.com/flash/llama.php You might have to copy and paste it. o.o; You all probably heard it. ._.;

Anywho, today was okay. But seriously. Catherine keeps laughing at everything I do and say. I mean...I'm not that funny. O__o; Maybe she's never come in contact with someone random. *Shrugs* Tommorow me and Christina are going to Tim Horton after school. =3; Fun. *Is going to buy a bostom cream doughnut* My favourite. n_______n; And on Saturday I'm going thrift shopping with Christina and Krizia, yoz. n.n; And maybeh calling Alex. O_o; Not sure. He's going to a party or something.

OMG. Muskoka Woods is so near. I can taste it. =O; Just one more week and a half. On October 26, I'm going to Muskoka Woods with my school until October 28. I told Christina and Celia to whack me with their pillow if I don't wake up. =O; I don't want to have to wake up at 7:30 am. >______>; When I know I'll be sleeping late. ><; Partay!! Wheeeeee! O_____o;

I really have no clue what to write. I'm just doing this out of boredom. SHUT YOUR PIEHOLE, CHRISTINA! O-o; Erm...yes. I can do the can can! Dx; *Dancessssssssssssssssssssssssss*

>___>; <___<;

Right. So I'm going to end it here now. ._.; So...*twitters away* oo

Ps. I WANT TO KILL THE GUY WHO THREW THAT STICK/ACORN/LEAF AT ME!!!!!!!!
Pss. I love Alex. n___n;
Psss. I pwn you. Give me your doughnuts. =O;

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Oct 12, 2005

I WANT TO KILL DAVID!

WHY DOES DAVID KEEP CALLING ME KATHY WHEN MY DAMN NAME IS XYLIA!!!!!!!!!!! XYLIA!!!!!!!!!! XYLIA!!!!!! How many times do I have to tell him? ;_; He refuses to call me Xylia because of Celia. O__o; Since he's going out with her, and our names are pronounced the same, he just won't stop calling me that! Now people are asking me what's my real name. >____>; XYLIA! X. Y. L. I. A. I'm going to spell it out a zillion times for him tommorow. Fork it. I know it would get confusing, but being called by my middle name instead of my first name, by someone other than Krizia, is like, weird. O_o; Xylia. ;_____; I'm going to tell him if he doesn't like it, to call me Lia. But it's getting on my nerves. It's always Kathy! Sorry. I had to rant this all out. ._.; I want to be called Xylia. T____________________T; X_Y_L_I_A! K. o.o; Not K_A_T_H_Y! (Although Kri can call me this if she likes...because she usually does anyway...x3;) For everyone else, it's Xylia dammit. ><; No male species has ever called meKathy. ;; ....Erm...cept Kenny. @@; And some guy in my old school. And some other people...blah. Whatever. That's right. Get me name right. Xylia. First name pwns middle name. Just cause my name is like your girlfriend's name...I don't care! Before I was sort of okay with it, but now it's just downright annoying. >__<; Mmkay, kthnx. >_>;

Sooo, my day...sucked. That is until I came home from Kumon, signed on MSN, and saw Krizia's nickname. "Xylia...go to your blog! Someone posted in before me!" I was just like wtf and thought it was that weird 'HATE' guy. o-o; Then Krizia said that Alex updated his blog and posted in my blog. @_@; He's alive! *Goes all gooey happy* >.>; <.<; That's right, Krizia. Eat your heart out. My boyfriend is better than yours. n-n; *Pats her on ze head* o.o;

I hate technology class. Since Sabrina transferred, it's all been downhill. Some guy told me to give him a kiss in technology. -__-; I just ignored him. I hate all the guys at my school. >__<; Cept three. Julian, I have a 2/4 hate. Gregory is just...him. And David...RAWWWWWWRRRRRR! But even so, he's sorta okay-ish...since he lent me Johnny the homicidal maniac...awesome comic.

Then at lunch some guy asked me if I would like to go out with his friend. I told him I don't even know his friend and he's like you can get to know him. It's sort of pathetic. I said no and left and the friend of the guy that wanted to go out with me threw a ball of paper at Christina. O-o; Celia told Christina that she should have thrown it back. She so should have.

After school, some guy threw an acorn or something at me, saying that they were aiming at the tree. >.>; Christina led me away...and I did not go away quietly. *CoughswearingatthetopofmylungsCough* ._.; She also told me to stop killing people in my mind. o.o; I don't do that...much. O__o;

But blah. My day was sucky. Any other thingies that happened I forgot. David made Catherine cry because he told her she listened to emo music or something. *Shrugs* Can't remember anything else.

Alex is getting a lot of homework. @__@; I probably will get more too...once exams come. >.>; But he's going to have a long weekend thing so we can probably talk then. o.o;

Not much more to say. Toodles. n.n;

~Xylia~ o.o;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; *Luvs the flying gorillas* n_____________n; *Dances* Erm...k. You can leave my blog now. >.>; Go. I SAID GO, DAMMIT! GOOOOOOOOOOO! =O; Bye. o.o;

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Oct 11, 2005

*Sneeze*

Colds suck. Period. The sneezies and the coughies are out to torment me. @__@;

On Friday: Let me tell you something you already know. I hate David. He went up to some guy and was like, "Hello, bus boy." The guy just stared at him funny and David was like, "I know someone that calls you bus boy." Do you know who that someone is? O.M.F.G. It's me. Then after school, at the top of his lungs, he said to me, "I see bus boy." And the supposingly bus boy turned around and stared at me. Okay. I was mucho embarrassed. It didn't sound that embarassing, but trust me, it was. Then there's the fact that his name is David and he's been staring at me because he thinks I'm a lunatic out to kill him. @_@; Ah, well. At least he's going to stay away from me.

On Saturday: Me and Krizia went apple picking. =3; We threw apples at a tree and in a river. O___o; Mmkay. And I chose my glasses. I think they were Nintendo glasses. @@; Erm...yes, I'm sure they were. They're either purple or blue. Forgot. o-o;

On Sunday: It was a mostly boring day. I went food shopping with my mom to go buy the turkey for Thanksgiving. =3; Then in the evening, I had a Thanksgiving dinner with Krizia's family. n.n; After dinner, we went to this little park and there was this huge hill. Considering how big of an idiot I am, I rolled down the hill. Twice. Everything was flashing around me. @___________________@; I got v.e.r.y dizzified.

On Monday: In the morning, I had to do a very heart-breaking sacrifice. I deleted Paint Shop Pro (My baaaabbbbbyyy ;___;) and downloaded Photoshop. Me and Yuffie made a funeral for PSP, though. Let me tell you, Photoshop is con-fu-sing. o-o; I don't get a damn thing. I hate the way the brushes are displayed. Hopefully, I'll get the hang of it soon. Or I'll go crazy over the fact that I got rid of PSP for this. In the evening, I spend Thanksgiving at my uncle's house. I played Mario Word 3 for Nintendo with my cousins for a little while. An old game, but fun. Then we went outside and they ran around me and played Dragon Ball Z or whatever. O_o; Then they put leaves in my hair and said I had leaf power. Cute. u_u; Thanksgiving dinner was satisfying, btw. <3; After dinner, we watched Pokemon The Movie 2000. I miss that movie. ;_; The last time I watched it was when it first came out and I was around nine years old. Due to the fact that I was nine, I did not notice all the Ash x Misty hints. I went ballistic when I saw them. n___n;

Some scenes I remembered: (@@;) Scene One: Misty: He's a boy and he's a friend. But he's not my boyfriend.

Tracy: Is she talking about me?

Scene Two: Melody: You're going to have to deal with it when you two get married.

Misty: *Face turns red* Take that back!

Scene Three: Misty: And Ash is not alone...because he has me.

OMFG. Kyyyyyuuuuutttte. I miss Pokemon now. ;__; *Wants to turn back into a crazy insane fan* Dx; You'll always be in my heart! *Sings the Pokemon Johto song thing* u_u; That was always my fav. opening song. Everybody wants to be a master, everybody wants to show their skills. Everybody wants to get their faster, make their way to the top of the hill. Each time, you try, gonna get a little bit better. Each time, you climb, it's one more step up the ladder. It's a whole new world to see. Do do do do. o__o; The words might be wrong. I'm typing this from memory. O-o;

On Tuesday: ...I HATE YOU DAVID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me: *In library*
David: *Coming with the other David, otherwise known as bus boy, and speaking to everyone* Where's Kathy? Where's Kathy?
Me: *Happened to just come out of the library, heard my name being called, thought it was Kenny that called me, when it was actually David....wanted to run away* ._.;
David: Look who I found, Kathy. *Nudges guy*
Me: I don't care. >__>;
Other David: ...*Grabs math book and walks away*
David: ...
Me: I hate you.
David: Don't talk to me anymore.
Me: Don't talk to me either.

Half an hour later: David: *To me* Hi.

O__________________o; I don't get him. He's trying to embarass me. By picking out some random guy, who has the same name as him, and making me feel like a total idiot in front of him. I don't even know the guy! O_O; I hate both of them Davids. The first one's out to make my life miserable, the second one probably thinks I ought to be in the loony bin.

Don't you think it's wrong for two people to make out when they've known each other for a week and have been going out for like two days? Seems like a relationship based on lust...right? RIGHT? >.>; *CoughDavidxCeliaCough* o-o; Christina agrees with me. Yuffie agrees with me. I just want them to realize it! >__<;

Anywho, Krizia's is like the best evah! Dx; I luv ya, Kri. o.o; You are my best friend ever. o_o; OMG. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Go in a hole and die. >.>; Kidding. o.o; *Glomps* I know Christina's reading this. And guess what? I decided to update. n.n; Chrrrrriiisssttiiinnna! I can't wait until we go to Muskoka Woods!! But guess what? David's coming. --; Don't hit me with a newspaper anymore, Christina. o.o; It hurts. ^_~; o_o; >___________________>; Alex. Is. Missing. o-o; Okay. I just haven't seen him on in a while. ._.; He's probably busy. I just miss him. >.>; Considering I was planning to call him last week-end. *Shrugs* Yuffie says it's Ms. Homework. Blah. He'll read this when he's able to come online. Love you lots. Thinking of you lots. .__.;

Bye. o.o;

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